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  • We Will Never Be the Same After Covid-19

    We Will Never Be the Same After Covid-19

    When this is all over, we will never be the same….

    When the world returns to its fast pace…

    When we all come out from our homes, blinking at the bright sunshine that never dimmed…

    When our healthcare providers can take a breath without fearing infection…. 

    When they can sleep, rest, cry… 

    When they find peace after all they have seen and experienced…

    When families bury their loved ones…

    Grieve their losses…

    Stagger away from graves as our war heroes who were most scarred by this virus…

    When those who have battled for their lives are restored… 

    We will never be the same.

    We will never take for granted the freedoms we had to do the simplest of things. To run to the store for bananas. To hug our grown kids. To sit on the floor and play with our grandkids. 

    We will never take for granted the privilege of gathering with our brothers and sisters in Christ to break bread, to worship, to come to the Table.

    We will never take for granted a handshake. A hug. A kiss on the cheek in greeting.

    We will never take for granted what we once thought we would never lose.

    We will be awakened.

    We will be awakened because while we once thought we were in control, we never really were. We will see how fragile life is and that the Author of Life is the only One in control. We will seek God more.

    We will be awakened to how connected we are to one another. Not just to our families and friends, but we are connected to people all the way on the other side of the world. Their destiny and our destiny are delicately intertwined. We will be more responsible.

    We will be awakened to who we really are. We will see that we can be noble and heroic even with something as simple as just.stay.home. We will realize that what we really value isn’t the stuff of life but it’s the people in our lives…and the people we do not even know. We will see that like generations before us that we have what it takes to do what’s necessary for the common good. We will be more noble.

    We will be awakened to the needs of others. We have been asked to slow down for the sake of those who are at risk. And we have done it. We have closed businesses, cancelled money-making events, delayed dream trips. We have stopped doing what might hurt our neighbors. We will awaken to finally see the needs of all the at-risk among us. We will see the poor and disadvantaged in a new way and we will act and vote differently. We will be more conscientious.

    We will be awakened to our limits. We will see that even though our world leaders seek to do what’s necessary and best for the common good, they are limited. They do not fully know what to do–and yet they lead bravely. For us individually, there is also so much we do not understand. But humbly, we comply. We will be more humble. 

    We will be awakened to our personal and institutional gaps. For us personally, we will realize how much we need community. We will reach out and connect in ways we never have. We will build the social network we wish we had had in place before. For the church, we will also realize where the gaps are in our way of doing church. We will see whether we have built a network of community that can sustain not meeting on Sundays. We will ask and seek answers to the question: What does it mean to be the church? In our isolation, we will emerge with a new commitment to connection. We will be more connected.

    When this ends, we will never be the same.

  • Without Darkness, We Cannot See the Light

    Without Darkness, We Cannot See the Light

    Today I have spent my morning time with God reviewing recent journal entries. God has been speaking to me about the role of darkness; without it, we cannot see the light. We cannot appreciate the light.

    With the dark times of the coronavirus bringing illness, death, and fear… I thought I’d share some of my thoughts.

    Light
    Needs
    Darkness

    Light cannot shine
    Unless
    Darkness hides.

    Light

    Light

    Light

    Sits on darkness’ shoulders.
    Pierces dark places
    Warms frigid caverns of

    Dark

    Dark

    Shadows

     

    Balance. Contrast. Dimension. Light has less impact without shadows.

    I asked God, “What am I supposed to learn from this, God?” 

    Life without struggle is flat and uninteresting. The absence of struggle brings flaccidness to my muscles. My soul. My spirit.

    Every struggle and challenge makes me stronger. “What doesn’t kill me makes me stronger.”

    Beauty in nature depends on shadows.

    Life without shadows is flat.

    Today I embrace the struggles that add dimension and interest and strength to my life. 

    (This was written two months before our trip to Italy and subsequent quarantine when we returned.)

    Never doubt that God is preparing you for what’s coming. Never doubt that God is with you in the darkness. He shines the light to show us the way.

     “I am the light of the world. The person who follows me will never live in darkness. He will have the light that gives life.” John 8:12 (NIV)

     

  • A Peek Inside Our Quarantine

    A Peek Inside Our Quarantine

    It’s Day 10. Only four more days left of our quarantine. No symptoms. A little stir crazy, but very thankful to be back in the U.S. (from our trip to Italy) and healthy. We’re horrified by what is happening in Italy and around the world. We keep thinking of the sweet people we met there. And we pray. Of course, like everyone else, we read the news. And we pray.

    This sweet woman fixed our breakfast every morning at our last hotel. Kindly serving, she called me Madam. We wonder how she is. Is she quarantined like us? How are the others?

    What’s It Like in Quarantine?

    To be honest, it’s not that bad. We’re grateful for our city’s delivery infrastructure. We’ve had groceries delivered. Just leave it on the porch and ring the bell. Amazon and USPS have delivered. They just leave it on the porch anyway. We finally realized the other night that we could order from Uber Eats and have a nice meal.

    Like I said. We’re not suffering. If we’re missing anything, it’s little things. Like a Route 44 Diet Limeade from Sonic. So we’re making them at home. Fresh limes and Diet Sprite have filled my craving. Canned Diet Coke for the hubby.

    Our views are spectacular! If we’re going to be confined to quarters, it’s nice that we have amazing views. Ya, that’s Pikes Peak we’re looking at.

    Thankfully, I’m able to work from home. I’m very grateful for this. And Ray has got plenty to keep him busy. And church is accessible online.

    We miss church. We miss gathering with people on Sunday morning. We miss taking communion. We miss worship. And we look forward to being back. We haven’t had to miss the teaching, though. Thankfully, we attend a church that livestreams its services each Sunday. So we sit in our living room and watch the service. It’s not the same, but we’re grateful.

    So we’re doing fine…in case you wanted to know. And, hopefully, you won’t have to dread a quarantine if you should have to endure it.

    A little Netflix. A lot of Facebook and Instagram. And online shopping helps a lot. Long neglected cleaning is happening. And forgotten projects. Good books. A good man. Oh and, of course, a good dog.

    It’s survivable. And we’re grateful.

    Read about our last trip. There was no quarantine on return, by the way.