Tag: diet addiction

  • Wait for Hunger

    Wait for Hunger

    Give us this day our daily bread. Even the Lord’s Prayer acknowledges that food comes from God. Do we eat with that awareness? Every time we eat, it’s an opportunity to show God what’s in our heart–a desire to obey and focus on Him satisfying our hunger.

    The choice is simple: Do I eat with a self-centeredness to feed my appetite and belly and overeat like the Israelites? Or eat just what I need?

    Every day, I have the opportunity to approach food with an attitude of contentment and gratitude, eating to satisfy my hunger rather than my appetite. That means I wait until I actually experience hunger before I eat. For me, that means I wait for an actual growl. For my husband, he knows when he’s hungry without the growl.

    Why wait for the growl? Because for me, after 40 years of not being able to conquer this issue, I don’t trust my flesh, my senses, my appetite, my “hunger.” I’m very aware that I have triggers (like stress, anxiety, boredom, memories) that will make me want to eat. Just the other day at work, I got a little stressed and said to my friend, “now I want to eat something” and she said “me too.” But I wasn’t experiencing physical hunger so I didn’t eat.

    For me, I have to wait for that physical “empty tank” feeling so I don’t eat for the wrong reasons.

    “For, as I have often told you before and now tell you again even with tears, many live as enemies of the cross of Christ. Their destiny is destruction, their god is their stomach, and their glory is in their shame. Their mind is set on earthly things.” Philippians 3:18-19

    Every day I have the opportunity to eat to satisfy my hunger instead of my appetite. To do otherwise means that my mind is set on earthly things and I am an enemy of the cross.

    Ecclesiastes 10:16-17 says “woe to you if your princes feast in the morning–instead of eating at the APPROPRIATE time…for strength (hunger)…and not for drunkenness (appetite).”

    The right reason to eat? Physical nourishment, not meeting emotional needs. Not seeking the food high.  And there is a food high. If I’m looking to food to meet my emotional needs instead of God, I am like an addict seeking a fix.

    Using physical hunger as my gauge helps me stay true to eating for strength and not drunkenness. Ask God to show you what real physical hunger feels like for you…and then wait for that signal that it’s time to eat.

    “So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God.” 1 Corinthians 10:31

  • Stop Bowing Down to the Scale

    Stop Bowing Down to the Scale

    When it comes to the scale, I am like the Israelites who wandered for 40 years as they waited to go into the Promised Land. For 40 years, I had a tortured relationship with the scale and my weight. I longed to go into the Promised Land of Freedom!

    One time at Weight Watchers, the leader asked us what we wanted. I raised my hand and said I wanted to be free. She didn’t know how to respond to that. I longed for freedom!

    There was never a time that I couldn’t tell to the tenth degree what I weighed. That number weighed on my mind constantly. I was in bondage. And the enemy used my weight to beat me down and make me feel worthless.

    Without realizing it, the scale was my idol. There were days that I bowed down to the scale at least three times a day. Stripped and aching, I would look to it to make me feel better.

    And the joy of the scale was my strength–not the joy of the Lord. My sense of self-worth rode the roller coaster of what the scale told me.

    Until three years ago.

    God led me to put away my bathroom scale for an entire year. An entire year!

    Not weighing every day brought me into a place of freedom and peace. It was life to me!

    “For the mind set on the flesh [the scale] is death, but the mind set on the Spirit is life and peace.” Romans 8:6

    God led me to be accountable to Him–not the scale.

    “So that every mouth may be closed and all the world may become accountable to God.” Romans 3:19

    This was a huge victory for me. For an entire year, I put away the scale and walked in freedom from its hold over me.

    I dreaded the end of the year when I would step onto the scale again. Would I lose? Would I gain? What would happen if I gained? Would I go back to my idols of the scale and diets?

    I’m not going to tell what happened. Because that wasn’t the point. The point was the idol God was calling me to put away.

    The point was to stop bowing down to the god of the bathroom scale.

    The point was freedom. Sweet freedom!